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I'm not going till next month, so got a little while yet. Gonna see my grandmother missed seeing her earlier this year.
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might be getting a new car
my current one is being fixed but if it has one more issue this year, it will have cost me the same in maint as a new car would in car payments
my current one is being fixed but if it has one more issue this year, it will have cost me the same in maint as a new car would in car payments

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Yeah then it's better to get a new one even though that's as much as a pain as well. My mom had to do. Not to me tion the car parts were not being made anymore so you had too look around places getting to expensive.
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they are
but, to be fair, i make really good money
i just hate spending it because of previous financial trauma making me panic anytime i plan to spend more than $100 and i still have other debts i wanted to clear first (like student loans)
ultimately, i am now very fortunate that even if i do go new car route, i can afford it without much stress on budget
which is nice, but also something i am still coming to terms with considering the circumstances i grew up in, where food and shelter were never a guaranteed thing
for the car bit, i am trying to help my brain deal with its dumb feelings of guilt at the thought of spending that money (instead of hoarding it for the emergencies it screams at me that must be coming) by actually looking into what i might like/want for a car
previously, its been mostly whatever i can get i will drive. now i am trying to inject some enthusiasm. i am also thinking about getting pre-qualified so i can avoid the huge potentially triggering event that would be dealing with the car salesman/talking to finance people in person. Much better to try and do that part online so i can curl into a blanket ball if need be hahahaha
but, to be fair, i make really good money
i just hate spending it because of previous financial trauma making me panic anytime i plan to spend more than $100 and i still have other debts i wanted to clear first (like student loans)
ultimately, i am now very fortunate that even if i do go new car route, i can afford it without much stress on budget
which is nice, but also something i am still coming to terms with considering the circumstances i grew up in, where food and shelter were never a guaranteed thing
for the car bit, i am trying to help my brain deal with its dumb feelings of guilt at the thought of spending that money (instead of hoarding it for the emergencies it screams at me that must be coming) by actually looking into what i might like/want for a car
previously, its been mostly whatever i can get i will drive. now i am trying to inject some enthusiasm. i am also thinking about getting pre-qualified so i can avoid the huge potentially triggering event that would be dealing with the car salesman/talking to finance people in person. Much better to try and do that part online so i can curl into a blanket ball if need be hahahaha

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car aint back yet
maybe tomorrow? maybe wednesday?
boo
rehearsal went well
work is meh
tiring week
maybe tomorrow? maybe wednesday?
boo
rehearsal went well
work is meh
tiring week

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Good sushi is good.
To those just starting on the journey of life I say...
Bang your own drum. Walk your own path. Live wildly. Love fiercely.
As you near the end, look back with no regrets.
Bang your own drum. Walk your own path. Live wildly. Love fiercely.
As you near the end, look back with no regrets.
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it sure was!
i got it as a gift to my partner for having been my taxi service while my car was in the shop
its his favorite
plus, i clearly enjoyed it too haha
win win
i got it as a gift to my partner for having been my taxi service while my car was in the shop
its his favorite
plus, i clearly enjoyed it too haha
win win

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Got my final costume pieces
Was a bit hard to come up with alice in wonderland inspired 60's mod styled clothes in primarily black with white and red highlights but i did my best
My wig is a bit meh tho, gotta give her some good steaming and maybe a new dusting of powder to deshine her a bit
Was a bit hard to come up with alice in wonderland inspired 60's mod styled clothes in primarily black with white and red highlights but i did my best
My wig is a bit meh tho, gotta give her some good steaming and maybe a new dusting of powder to deshine her a bit

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Ohhh sounds really cool 

~Let our bodies lay, mark our hearts with shame
Let our blood in vain, you find God in pain~

Let our blood in vain, you find God in pain~
