Recurring Memories

[Servo]

I was just going through some old messages from people I knew online very old messages some even 15 years 
and it just hot me really hard , the people who were pat of my daily life once are nowhere to be found , are they alive, are they happy? where are they? is life treating them good?

so many question no answers only a void 

[lolin]

same, especially looking at old forum posts like those on here

it seethes into my very soul

it hurts, it really does

all those people i once had a blast with

now i've nothing to show

just a sole survivor of the forum wars

[Servo]

Yea , I have owned 3 forums and 2 of them very famous
animescoiety.net
animebanter.com
were very active
especially animesociety had 50K registered members and about 10k daily visits now only one or 4 of those thousands still in my contact all gone
same is the story of animebanter

I was just talking to one my friends from another forums the two of us is keeping a dead forum alive , currently I am admin it was than when it hit me what if she disappears as well and then I went on to read old messages , sadly my own forums are gone so I have only some saved messages

first facebook and than discord it killed the forums now we dont have closely knit global communities that shared happiness, sadness normal everyday moments

I only wish they all are doing OK
I love here in AL and even through my busy schedule I still visit more often and I wish that these forums stays and the people I have come to know here remain and remain