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[melanch0lic]

It's fine, you haven't upset me?

so sorry for that assumption, i have a problem where i worry too much which makes me think that i've annoyed people or wutever but i feel better now i know you're cool with me :3 having 6 hours of sleep over the course of 3 days definitely doesn't help, but it seems like you're probably the only person on here who knows what it's like to have insomnia as i always see you online at like 5am D: sorry once again! if you're ever awake at some ridiculous time in the morning and you need someone to talk/vent to just message me on Discord, you still have me on your friends list right?



PEWWPEWPEW~ X3

[weeabooweegee]

It's fine, you haven't upset me?

so sorry for that assumption, i have a problem where i worry too much which makes me think that i've annoyed people or wutever but i feel better now i know you're cool with me :3 having 6 hours of sleep over the course of 3 days definitely doesn't help, but it seems like you're probably the only person on here who knows what it's like to have insomnia as i always see you online at like 5am D: sorry once again! if you're ever awake at some ridiculous time in the morning and you need someone to talk/vent to just message me on Discord, you still have me on your friends list right?



PEWWPEWPEW~ X3

Ye you're still on my friends list

[melanch0lic]

Ye you're still on my friends list

ah that's good to know!

[melanch0lic]

oh man, i've been feeling sick all day due to alcohol intoxication but was hoping that it would stop naturally but no, definitely going to throw up soon - i completely forgot the feeling of being poisoned due to too much to drink, it feels pure toxic but i can't exactly ask someone to pat my head to make me feel better as it wouldn't work :c i need 10cc's of pasta, STAT!

[TheRedWarrior]

I haven't been drunk for awhile. I had a drinking session last week but I didn't get drunk.

[melanch0lic]

I haven't been drunk for awhile. I had a drinking session last week but I didn't get drunk.

it's a horrible habit to form imo, it literally feels toxic when you drink too much but for some reason i find it difficult to stop once i've started - definitely going to have to learn how to say no as my new years resolution as i cba to deal with feeling this hungover regularly even tho i only drink on maybe 2 different occasions of the year :c what's your drink of choice sir?

[Akane Mayu]

Got my new glasses today! (also face reveal )

ahhhh they looking f**king awesome, you're super-kawaii that's for sure - like a 9.4/10 on the cute scale, i've not mentioned it before but i would love to pat your head if you'd let me X3 weegee-chan!

i wanna seeeeee! don't be a tease >:3

i say glass wearing persone cause i identify as non binary

you're also kawaii af, i didn't expect you'd look like that so i'm very pleasantly surprised! as expected, the glasses detfinitely suit you X3 mmm @Akane Mayu-senpai! hot :33

tks

[melanch0lic]

so the world of dating isn't something i've been a part of for a while now (due to working on insecurities which would otherwise get in the way...) but now i'm back i feel a new-found sense of enthusiasm with life which is highly unusual but more-than welcome as prior to the past few weeks i've been super-depressed! c: i love how random Discord encounters can lead onto bigger better things but i'm trying not to be -too- hopeful as i could build myself up for something quite disappointing, but so far so good and this time in a month's time i could finally have myself the qt bf which i've wanted for a while :3 good times! hello to whoever's reading this btw, your patience in looking through my paragraph of text is appreciated <33

(also new people on Discord add me, i need someone interesting to talk to in order to overcome the boredom felt during another phase of pure insomnia - linainv3rs333#0853 is my handle :3)

[Akane Mayu]

Congrats

[melanch0lic]

Congrats

thank youuu! hopefully i'll make you proud of me by not ruining a good thing i've got going on X3

[melanch0lic]

i read it and im happy that ur happy =]

c-can i give you headpats now? i think you've earned them! c:

[melanch0lic]

sure i dont mind =]

ahhh so you'd be ok with my headpats then senpai? because if you were here i'd be doing it right now, do you like your pats gentle or intense? :3

[Akane Mayu]

Congrats

thank youuu! hopefully i'll make you proud of me by not ruining a good thing i've got going on X3

ill be rooting for u ^^

[melanch0lic]

ill be rooting for u ^^

that's sweet so thank you, i have headpats for you also ready & waiting (gentle, not intense) :3! how are you anyways Akane-senpai?!

[melanch0lic]

You'll do fine Melan just be yourself.

thank you! yeah being myself hasn't worked in the past but for some reason it is working with my new romantic interest, something which is making me very happy X3 i'm going to wait a little bit longer before asking if me and him can become mutually exclusive together, i.e. if we're actually in a relationship or not, as i really don't want to ruin something i've built up properly until now but if he wanted to be with me it would certainly help dispel any of my romantic insecurities that currently affect me :3 so far so good, for once i'm proud of myself as usually by this stage i've ruined things with my usual levels of enthusiasm or whatever~