"We should duel sometime." - Joey Wheeler (Emotive's ALJ)

[Emotive]

hi hi

Hey Akane.

Have things been busy? It seem like everyone's really being overworked lately. Oh, have you seen the Shang-Chi and the Legend of the Ten Rings yet? We haven't, but dad wouldn't be up for watching that so mom and I might be watching it tonight.

[Akane Mayu]

hi hi

Hey Akane.

Have things been busy? It seem like everyone's really being overworked lately. Oh, have you seen the Shang-Chi and the Legend of the Ten Rings yet? We haven't, but dad wouldn't be up for watching that so mom and I might be watching it tonight.

not yet

[Emotive]

hi hi

Hey Akane.

Have things been busy? It seem like everyone's really being overworked lately. Oh, have you seen the Shang-Chi and the Legend of the Ten Rings yet? We haven't, but dad wouldn't be up for watching that so mom and I might be watching it tonight.

not yet

Oh ok. That's good though, sometimes the extra income isn't worth all the stress.

Christmas is a lot closer than I was expecting though. Just around the corner I'm not confident I'll last until the end of the month tbh. lol I'm doing my best to keep it together though and try to not make it about me, which is a habit of mine sometimes. A really bad character flaw that I'm trying to erase.

[Akane Mayu]

aww =hugs-

[Emotive]

aww =hugs-

*hugs back* Thanks. It's always a nice feeling when there's someone that listens or tries to cheer me up. And all of you certainly try to. I'm just sorry if I let home situations affect how I am on here. I don't mean to step on anyone's toes.

[Emotive]

My damn back is killing me today. It feels like something's really wrong because I can't straighten out my posture. And I'm hunched to the right kind of in an awkward position. I think I slept on it wrong or something. Hopefully it'll fade, but holy crap this hurts like a mofo.

[Akane Mayu]

yw and aww

[Emotive]

yw and aww

Yeah, I can't remember what we did yesterday but I didn't think we did any heavy lifting or anything. So, I'm totally confused as to why my back hurts so much. lol Just really odd, but also makes me walk like I've got a hunch which I don't. At some point when I was a kid I started to walk looking right ahead instead of hunching over and staring at the ground, so ever since I've just kind of never seen much of the ground I'll say. xD I may not have muscles, but somewhere along the way I developed a really stubborn and defiant attitude for certain situations. Like, the voices keep telling me to move and "then they'll stop" but I'm not moving. For a lot of reasons, but harassment doesn't make someone like me do what someone wants. xD I mean, they aren't real people but they act like the mob would if they were psychics. It's better now though after the pain relief mom's generously given me. My back doesn't usually hurt THAT bad, let alone last all day. I'm so out of shape, maybe it's just my back's way of waving a red flag to get me to stop mistreating my own body so much.

How are you though, Akane?

-gives u a back massage-

OOOOOOOMG I'd TOTALLY be up for one! lol I've never had any kind of actual massage, but I've alway wondered how good it would feel. Definitely would try to get one for my back if I could.

How's the night so far, Jer?

[Akane Mayu]

yw and aww

Yeah, I can't remember what we did yesterday but I didn't think we did any heavy lifting or anything. So, I'm totally confused as to why my back hurts so much. lol Just really odd, but also makes me walk like I've got a hunch which I don't. At some point when I was a kid I started to walk looking right ahead instead of hunching over and staring at the ground, so ever since I've just kind of never seen much of the ground I'll say. xD I may not have muscles, but somewhere along the way I developed a really stubborn and defiant attitude for certain situations. Like, the voices keep telling me to move and "then they'll stop" but I'm not moving. For a lot of reasons, but harassment doesn't make someone like me do what someone wants. xD I mean, they aren't real people but they act like the mob would if they were psychics. It's better now though after the pain relief mom's generously given me. My back doesn't usually hurt THAT bad, let alone last all day. I'm so out of shape, maybe it's just my back's way of waving a red flag to get me to stop mistreating my own body so much.

How are you though, Akane?

-gives u a back massage-

OOOOOOOMG I'd TOTALLY be up for one! lol I've never had any kind of actual massage, but I've alway wondered how good it would feel. Definitely would try to get one for my back if I could.

How's the night so far, Jer?

awwi hope u can get to fealing better and im doing ok

[Emotive]

yw and aww

Yeah, I can't remember what we did yesterday but I didn't think we did any heavy lifting or anything. So, I'm totally confused as to why my back hurts so much. lol Just really odd, but also makes me walk like I've got a hunch which I don't. At some point when I was a kid I started to walk looking right ahead instead of hunching over and staring at the ground, so ever since I've just kind of never seen much of the ground I'll say. xD I may not have muscles, but somewhere along the way I developed a really stubborn and defiant attitude for certain situations. Like, the voices keep telling me to move and "then they'll stop" but I'm not moving. For a lot of reasons, but harassment doesn't make someone like me do what someone wants. xD I mean, they aren't real people but they act like the mob would if they were psychics. It's better now though after the pain relief mom's generously given me. My back doesn't usually hurt THAT bad, let alone last all day. I'm so out of shape, maybe it's just my back's way of waving a red flag to get me to stop mistreating my own body so much.

How are you though, Akane?

-gives u a back massage-

OOOOOOOMG I'd TOTALLY be up for one! lol I've never had any kind of actual massage, but I've alway wondered how good it would feel. Definitely would try to get one for my back if I could.

How's the night so far, Jer?

id give u a massage if i could =]

im doing good at the moment

It'd be welcomed. lol I don't have any actual money to my name though so I couldn't pay you back. I could probably give you a kewl PC game though. One of big sis's friends gave me Civilization and FFXI once, but our computers never were up to par with the requirements.

Glad you're doing good. Sheesh, just looked at how late it was. Lately going to bed is something I've been dreading each night. lol I just feel like staying up all night, but that's never a good idea anymore with this mental stuff going on.

yw and aww

Yeah, I can't remember what we did yesterday but I didn't think we did any heavy lifting or anything. So, I'm totally confused as to why my back hurts so much. lol Just really odd, but also makes me walk like I've got a hunch which I don't. At some point when I was a kid I started to walk looking right ahead instead of hunching over and staring at the ground, so ever since I've just kind of never seen much of the ground I'll say. xD I may not have muscles, but somewhere along the way I developed a really stubborn and defiant attitude for certain situations. Like, the voices keep telling me to move and "then they'll stop" but I'm not moving. For a lot of reasons, but harassment doesn't make someone like me do what someone wants. xD I mean, they aren't real people but they act like the mob would if they were psychics. It's better now though after the pain relief mom's generously given me. My back doesn't usually hurt THAT bad, let alone last all day. I'm so out of shape, maybe it's just my back's way of waving a red flag to get me to stop mistreating my own body so much.

How are you though, Akane?

-gives u a back massage-

OOOOOOOMG I'd TOTALLY be up for one! lol I've never had any kind of actual massage, but I've alway wondered how good it would feel. Definitely would try to get one for my back if I could.

How's the night so far, Jer?

awwi hope u can get to fealing better and im doing ok

I hope so too. Hopefully by tomorrow it'll have passed.

Glad you're ok. Being ok seems like a top priority with the pandemic's microscopic monsters out there. Mental health has such an impact on people's actions. I just never really I guess realized it, since I was usually just in my own head. But, it's scary what someone might do if their mental health is in bad condition. I won't lie, my head gets there a little too quick for comfort sometimes. I guess the important thing is I haven't attempted any of the self-destructive habits I grew up using, so maybe that's a step in the right direction at least.

Oh hey! What anime do you plan on watching next?

[Emotive]

id give u a massage if i could =]

im doing good at the moment

It'd be welcomed. lol I don't have any actual money to my name though so I couldn't pay you back. I could probably give you a kewl PC game though. One of big sis's friends gave me Civilization and FFXI once, but our computers never were up to par with the requirements.

Glad you're doing good. Sheesh, just looked at how late it was. Lately going to bed is something I've been dreading each night. lol I just feel like staying up all night, but that's never a good idea anymore with this mental stuff going on.

awwi hope u can get to fealing better and im doing ok

I hope so too. Hopefully by tomorrow it'll have passed.

Glad you're ok. Being ok seems like a top priority with the pandemic's microscopic monsters out there. Mental health has such an impact on people's actions. I just never really I guess realized it, since I was usually just in my own head. But, it's scary what someone might do if their mental health is in bad condition. I won't lie, my head gets there a little too quick for comfort sometimes. I guess the important thing is I haven't attempted any of the self-destructive habits I grew up using, so maybe that's a step in the right direction at least.

Oh hey! What anime do you plan on watching next?

sucks that ur pc were not up to specs and u sta up late alot ?

I know dude! It was like something that always cursed us. lol I always wanted to play PC games but never had the actual means to be able to. It felt like a curse.

I stay up past midnight as the usual I think. Sometimes mom and I go to bed before 3am but other times we stay up later until dad goes to work because I guess mom wakes him up when we go to bed at or after 3am, and he usually gets up at 4 or 5 and leaves at 6am. When he gets up everyone has to get out of the way, so I just go downstairs to play games til he leaves. But yeah, usually we go to bed around 2:30am if we don't feel like staying up til dad gets up. The mental problem makes it a bigger problem than usual if I stay up all night though, so if that happens I sleep shortly after dad leaves. Especially if the voices are getting unusually loud, then I try to force myself asleep. LAy down and close my eyes until I fall asleep. Most of the time it actually works. lol

[Akane Mayu]

I’ll be sending u good vibes and idk

[Emotive]

I’ll be sending u good vibes and idk

Good vibes are always appreciated, I can promise that.

Yeah, I've jumped from Yugioh to Wolf's Rain and now to Outlaw Star but didn't finish Wolf's Rain or Yugioh. Although I'm drifting off, so I might have to turn in for the night. I wonder if my eyes get cross-eyed when I see double. It doesn't lat very long, but sometimes I see double just before I close my eyes. lol

[Emotive]

I'm falling asleep so much that it's getting irritating. lol I'll have to call it a night. G'night, my friends. Be sure you all stay safe.

[Emotive]

Woke up and can't get back to sleep. lol So, just playing one of my favorite games right now: Fist of the North Star: Ken's Rage.