Mental Health Check in!

Akane Mayu · Post by **Akane Mayu** » 16 Aug 2020, 22:12

Emma wrote: ↑
16 Aug 2020, 15:06
Last night was really hard for me, I had another breakdown, and this time while that was happening, a close friend decided to leave me, not because of the breakdown, they didn't know that was going on, but while I was in that state they weren't in a good place, and I really wanted to help them but they were so stubburn (their words) that they thought it was best for me if they left until they were better, they made a promise they wouldn't do it and yet they still did, so my breakdown ended up spiraling out of control and I haven't slept

aww im sry to hear that

Post by **LikkleMel** » 16 Aug 2020, 22:17

Emma wrote: ↑
16 Aug 2020, 15:06
Last night was really hard for me, I had another breakdown, and this time while that was happening, a close friend decided to leave me, not because of the breakdown, they didn't know that was going on, but while I was in that state they weren't in a good place, and I really wanted to help them but they were so stubburn (their words) that they thought it was best for me if they left until they were better, they made a promise they wouldn't do it and yet they still did, so my breakdown ended up spiraling out of control and I haven't slept

That is really upsetting. People need to understand you are there to help them, but if they aren't willing to accept any kind of advice or help that's where they feel people are against them. They need to be willing to accept help even if it seems like harsh truths. We're all here for you if you ever need to talk in PMs and such

Akane Mayu · Post by **Akane Mayu** » 17 Aug 2020, 02:45

i agree with mel

Post by **lolin** » 17 Aug 2020, 04:23

i am exhausted and my life is cursed :<

Akane Mayu · Post by **Akane Mayu** » 17 Aug 2020, 08:46

Lolin wrote: ↑
17 Aug 2020, 04:23
i am exhausted and my life is cursed :<

aww did something happen

Post by **lolin** » 17 Aug 2020, 16:48

i just have chronic pain that makes it hard to do stuff half the time

Akane Mayu · Post by **Akane Mayu** » 17 Aug 2020, 18:33

Lolin wrote: ↑
17 Aug 2020, 16:48
i just have chronic pain that makes it hard to do stuff half the time

aww I'm sry hear that

Emma · Post by **Emma** » 18 Aug 2020, 19:09

My stubborn friend who cut me off came back to me after they had a breakdown themselves, and they have started to open up, they've only opened up a little bit, but it's a start, the only way I could get them to open up was to explain how I feel about being closed off, which I didn't want to do but had no choice in the end, and that's when they started to open up, they thanked me for wanting to help them, I've just got to hope they continue now

Akane Mayu · Post by **Akane Mayu** » 18 Aug 2020, 20:52

Emma wrote: ↑
18 Aug 2020, 19:09
My stubborn friend who cut me off came back to me after they had a breakdown themselves, and they have started to open up, they've only opened up a little bit, but it's a start, the only way I could get them to open up was to explain how I feel about being closed off, which I didn't want to do but had no choice in the end, and that's when they started to open up, they thanked me for wanting to help them, I've just got to hope they continue now

your such a sweetheart

Post by **lolin** » 18 Aug 2020, 23:13

my mental health is swell today, though i feel lonely :<

melanch0lic · Post by **melanch0lic** » 18 Aug 2020, 23:26

Lolin wrote: ↑
18 Aug 2020, 23:13
my mental health is swell today, though i feel lonely :<

Same! D: apart from my dawg, i rarely have people in my apartment so i can become very lonely very quickly, it's horrible isn't it?! apart from that i'm also swell, i haven't had a manic episode (cus of my bi-polar) in a few days so my head feels somewhat... lighter, is the best word i can use for it :3

Akane Mayu · Post by **Akane Mayu** » 18 Aug 2020, 23:57

im glad your both doing good today =]

Emma · Post by **Emma** » 21 Aug 2020, 17:09

Doing good today, got lots of things sorted, and going to chill/relax this weekend

YouTube · Post by **Dark_** » 21 Aug 2020, 17:57

Doing great today

getting the house ready with my family for my little brothers first birthday

Emma · Post by **Emma** » 24 Aug 2020, 10:36

Had a pretty bad weekend and that still continues into this new week, I'm having massive information and sensory overload and it's just not stopping, I feel trapped inside and I'm screaming to get out, I can barely type anything and my concentration is completely gone, my head feels like it's going to explode and dare I say I feel scared, I want to hide in the corner and go to sleep, there's so much I want to do in life yet all I'm feeling is that I'm trapped, I don't understand why I'm feeling like this, I have a car and freedom to go anywhere I want, yet part from work I can't bring myself to go anywhere, my brain is trying to process information way too quickly and bc of that I'm making mistakes, even as I type this I can't type it quick enough and have to keep correcting my sentences cause words are missing, why do I feel so confused and I don't understand, I feel so alone when I know I'm not, dam it my head hurts and I wana scream my heart out