everybody else is doing it OR lolin talks to herself

[lolin]

I'm working on it. Hoping to get a job back in Oklahoma. My mom's health is a little better and I was happier in Oklahoma.

Four drinks into New Year's Eve.

I hope she gets even better for your sake then <3

And I have no alcohol, so I can only drink tea alongside you.

[lolin]

I have chips and guac.

Again.

For like the 80th time this money.

[lolin]

ALSO NEW PHONE NEW PHONE NEW PHONE

I'd take a picture of it, but I traded in the old one for $200 credit towards the bill.

[Faithy]

I hope she gets even better for your sake then <3

And I have no alcohol, so I can only drink tea alongside you.

Me too. She's my world.

8 dunks.

I had chips and this quesochilidip stuff and little dokies and bbq sauce. Was good.

What kind of phone?

[lolin]

My mother's my world too. Samesies

8 dunks is p good. Keep dunking! (drinking, whatevs)

Also I'd eat that, queso chili sounds amazing.

Also copypasting from my other journal (AL journal) for context

I found some money my grandparents left me and used it to buy a new phone.

They couldn't have conceived of smartphones, and their understanding of technology was limited... but they were good people and I think they'd have been okay with me buying a phone with it if they knew all it was capable of.

(It's a Note 9)

(Yeah, that's p spendy)

(Okay I feel kind of bad about it but I love it and I'm keeping it)

(Hi Cat!)

[Citizen]

Note 9
So Divine

[lolin]

It actually is tho

[Faithy]

Oooh! That's pretty neato. I'm done dunking the drinks. Alcohol and cold medicine don't mix.

[lolin]

They do not, no. Alcohol and most meds don't mix really. Poor alcohol, doesn't get along with anybody.

[lolin]

Not feeling the best today...

[Faithy]

That's not good.

[lolin]

It's okay! I'm starting to do better. I have... complicated problems. It might get worse again, though.

[lolin]

I don't feel like posting in journals or CAW but I also want to... HMM

[Faithy]

It's okay! I'm starting to do better. I have... complicated problems. It might get worse again, though.

Things are always darkest before the light. Or something like that.

[lolin]

Things are always darkest before the light. Or something like that.

"The closer you get to the light, the greater your shadow becomes." Thanks, Kingdom Hearts.

But no seriously, I know that's what people say, and I'm riding a current wave of hope down the pipeline to normalcy, so it's gonna be okay! Thanks though, Faithers.