The good, the bad, the cuddly(bear) [LilMissLarBear]

Post by **LilMissLarBear** » 02 Oct 2023, 08:06

Spooky season is nearly upon us!

Post by **lolin** » 02 Oct 2023, 13:59

it's here now actually!

throw up some skeletons and witches : D

Rich-Allen1976 · Post by **Rich-Allen1976** » 02 Oct 2023, 14:23

lolin wrote: ↑
02 Oct 2023, 13:59
it's here now actually!

throw up some skeletons and witches : D

Bit early yet, it's only the 2nd!

Post by **LilMissLarBear** » 02 Oct 2023, 16:45

I have changed my pfp and username to mark the occasion I can't contain my excitement- spooky season is best season

Post by **LilMissLarBear** » 02 Oct 2023, 16:46

richardallen1976 wrote: ↑
02 Oct 2023, 14:23

lolin wrote: ↑
02 Oct 2023, 13:59
it's here now actually!

throw up some skeletons and witches : D

Bit early yet, it's only the 2nd!

Oooo it will come around before you know it Richard!

Post by **LilMissLarBear** » 02 Oct 2023, 16:47

All fear the Werebear!!!

Post by **Beex** » 02 Oct 2023, 21:50

Yay! Some else got their Halloween on!!!

Post by **LilMissLarBear** » 05 Oct 2023, 20:08

Holy cow I've had a long day I need to sleep for several days ain't no way I'm gonna get called in to work again tomorrow lol Can't be bothered to do volunteering either

Post by **Ojisama** » 05 Oct 2023, 20:49

LilMissWerebear wrote: ↑
02 Oct 2023, 16:46

richardallen1976 wrote: ↑
02 Oct 2023, 14:23

lolin wrote: ↑
02 Oct 2023, 13:59
it's here now actually!

throw up some skeletons and witches : D

Bit early yet, it's only the 2nd!

Oooo it will come around before you know it Richard!

We are putting up our internal decorations this weekend.

Post by **LilMissLarBear** » 06 Oct 2023, 07:40

Ojisama wrote: ↑
05 Oct 2023, 20:49

LilMissWerebear wrote: ↑
02 Oct 2023, 16:46

richardallen1976 wrote: ↑
02 Oct 2023, 14:23

Bit early yet, it's only the 2nd!

Oooo it will come around before you know it Richard!

We are putting up our internal decorations this weekend.

Let's gooooooooo spooky season

Post by **LilMissLarBear** » 11 Oct 2023, 08:04

Hey guys!!! Hope you are all doing well! Today is a study day which means I finally have chance to really knuckle down and get some reading done. Recently I've tried to add a hour or two of studying after work and it just doesn't feel the same. Yes, I'm getting through the content but because it's the middle of the week already it feels like I should have made more progress than I have at the moment. I don't want to worry too much since I started a few weeks early so it's not like I'm behind or anything. I've also made a start on both assignments and so far so good

I also need to email recruitment to check if they have received both references as I haven't got any contact regarding my start date despite completing all my checks. I also have a job center appointment this morning which they are doing my head in. They now want me to plan my availability around the appointments which last time I checked if I couldn't attend a appointment due to work then my work would take priority smh I thought they are supposed to encourage people to work! They have tried to get me to apply for more jobs even though I have a new one already. They don't understand that it takes me ages to get a job. Before the one I have now it took me over a year! Ain't no way I'm giving up my hard earned efforts (not to mention I have no time with work and study) to search for a new job

Post by **LilMissLarBear** » 17 Oct 2023, 15:07

I finally have the start date for my new job! I start 6th November

so I have two weeks left of work, a week off then back on full time work

so excited!!!!

Rich-Allen1976 · Post by **Rich-Allen1976** » 17 Oct 2023, 19:34

LilMissWerebear wrote: ↑
17 Oct 2023, 15:07
I finally have the start date for my new job! I start 6th November so I have two weeks left of work, a week off then back on full time work so excited!!!!

On a similar note, I'm doing a trial shift in a Charity shop on Friday, 11.00 to 13.00.

Cancer Research at the Carbrook Retail Park.

Post by **Ojisama** » 17 Oct 2023, 20:37

LilMissWerebear wrote: ↑
17 Oct 2023, 15:07
I finally have the start date for my new job! I start 6th November so I have two weeks left of work, a week off then back on full time work so excited!!!!

Great news!

Post by **LilMissLarBear** » 18 Oct 2023, 18:03

Having a lil train of thought rn. Something has been playing on my mind for the past hour or so and it's about my friend wanting me to keep a secret. For context we known each other for over 14 years and we can basically tell each other anything. But all she's kept saying to me for the past couple of days is "don't tell *insert name here*" "are you going to promise you won't tell". Every time we are in social contact I hear it every hour if not more frequently than that.

Before anyone jumps saying it should be of concern if it's that urgent, really it isn't I can assure you guys it's a "safe" secret and nothing to suggest it's otherwise.

But anyway... For a bit it messed with me a bit because I kinda sensed that she doesn't trust me if she's repeating it over and over again. Let me reiterate that I've known her for 14 years and counting and not once have I ever broke trust in her. I don't care enough to stir the pot and let secrets out unless if keeping one is putting the person in danger. Anyway it then started playing in my head that she doesn't trust me and it's been sticking in my head. Even after asking her just earlier how I felt and even told her this it's still sticking with me and it's making me feel like a really shitty person

because it's a snow ball effect of you think about it. If you think someone close to you doesn't trust you then you think if anyone else feels the same way. And now I feel like I'm not a trustworthy person