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Post by Akane Mayu » 14 Jun 2021, 03:26

i hope u dont think that is weird lolz
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Post by PharaohAtem » 14 Jun 2021, 03:57

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Post by melanch0lic » 14 Jun 2021, 12:56

Akane Mayu wrote:
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i hope u dont think that is weird lolz

it's not weird! i'm weird af so i'm not going to judge, i've been having dreams about paizuri hentai recently which is the same as futanari imo ;3

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Post by Overlord Kujo » 14 Jun 2021, 14:14

melanch0lic wrote:
14 Jun 2021, 12:56
Akane Mayu wrote:
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i hope u dont think that is weird lolz

it's not weird! i'm weird af so i'm not going to judge, i've been having dreams about paizuri hentai recently which is the same as futanari imo ;3
Do you just mean they're niche? Just curious because they're quite different, lol.
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Although easily combined together.
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Post by melanch0lic » 14 Jun 2021, 14:30

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Do you just mean they're niche? Just curious because they're quite different, lol.
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Although easily combined together.

yeah they're both niche markets when it comes to hentai, both paizuri and futanari are part of the more specific types of wapanese porn (if that's what you mean, i may have misunderstood your question, if so i'm sorry!) c:
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Post by PharaohAtem » 14 Jun 2021, 15:11

melanch0lic wrote:
14 Jun 2021, 12:56
Akane Mayu wrote:
14 Jun 2021, 03:26
i hope u dont think that is weird lolz

it's not weird! i'm weird af so i'm not going to judge, i've been having dreams about paizuri hentai recently which is the same as futanari imo ;3

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hello there @PharaohAtem-chan! how are you? :nekothink:

I'm doing pretty good ha e today off doing an hour of physical therapy today in my foot then going to my sisters helping in the babies room that she needs help with.
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Post by melanch0lic » 14 Jun 2021, 15:38

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I'm doing pretty good ha e today off doing an hour of physical therapy today in my foot then going to my sisters helping in the babies room that she needs help with.

Ah that's great to hear! :3 how many days do you work per week? and what's wrong with your foot? i have physical therapy for my back and the top of my legs due to me having sciatica, it helps but loading up on painkillers works better imo!
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Post by PharaohAtem » 14 Jun 2021, 16:09

I have torn archelies tendons avd tendinitis so were working muscles I haven't used since February when I was put in a boot. I'm working less now and at therapy twice a week
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Post by Akane Mayu » 14 Jun 2021, 23:20

melanch0lic wrote:
14 Jun 2021, 12:56
Akane Mayu wrote:
14 Jun 2021, 03:26
i hope u dont think that is weird lolz

it's not weird! i'm weird af so i'm not going to judge, i've been having dreams about paizuri hentai recently which is the same as futanari imo ;3

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hello there @PharaohAtem-chan! how are you? :nekothink:

lol
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Post by melanch0lic » 16 Jun 2021, 11:31

So I'm now on an antipsychotic medication called Clozapine (@Lolin knows!) which seem to be calming me and my head down even though it's only been a week or so since I started taking them - hopefully my paranoid/psychotic episodes stop now as they're the worst, I absolutely hate when my head can do to me when I'm in an episode, like convincing me that my friends are laughing at me behind my back and stuff; like I said, it can be nasty but I haven't felt like that recently (my thought processes have been stronger so the thoughts of paranoia haven't overwhelmed me fortunately)! However my appetite is through the roof and I can't help it, I'm eating mostly unhealthy crap that I need to learn how to control, but that's definitely due to the Clozapine I'm taking - it makes me laugh how the side-effects for antidepressants/antipsychotics can be seriously depressing when they're supposed to make you better... idk T__T!

Also my mum's garden is looking beautiful thanks to me, my raspberries and strawberries are developing nicely but the main thing I like about gardening is that is distracts my mind and stops my thoughts from racing, like my mum just tells me to do whatever I feel is best for the garden but so far I haven't let her down! There's nothing like eating fruit that you've grown and waited patiently for, so much better than the berries you can buy in supermarkets! Plus they're free, which is a bonus :3!

So for today I plan on listening to anime OPs whilst smoking some lovely Wedding Cake x Gelato, very very nice if not a little expensive! But you always get what you pay for with black guy dealers, I'm so lucky to have one living next door even if he does play his music loud until like 4:30am D: I hope whoever's reading this is doing ok, I love you all you perverts~ X3
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Post by Lolin » 16 Jun 2021, 16:41

Clozapine is a real rough road

Stay strong :>
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Post by melanch0lic » 16 Jun 2021, 20:20

Lolin wrote:
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Clozapine is a real rough road

Stay strong :>

thank you @Lolin-chan! we should support each other whenever we feel bad as only people with mental illnesses can understand the pain bought on when experiencing an episode, so we understand each other i guess :3 correct me if i'm wrong!
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Post by melanch0lic » 19 Jun 2021, 18:52

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hi hi =]

hello @purple dragon :3 how are youuu~?
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Post by melanch0lic » 20 Jun 2021, 02:43

Ahhhhh, my thoughts are racing far too much for me to relax properly so once again I'm going to have no sleep whatsoever - I love having bi-polar as it's a great deal of fun, it is definitely not killing me from the inside... But seriously, this is getting ridiculous - until recently, my sleep schedule worked by having 2 weeks of insomnia followed by 2 weeks of decent-ish sleep (like 4 or 5 hours per night) but for the past 3 and a half weeks I haven't been able to rest for longer than an hour, words can't describe how much I hate this, I mean usually I'd be able to fight to get some sleep but no matter what I try (I've tried sleeping meds, meditation, yoga etc etc) nothing works D:! While it does give me extra time to finish Clannad: After Story, I just want to have a relatively normal sleep schedule, I don't think that's too much to ask, right? My time off work has been wasted because all I've done is try to rest unsuccessfully, meaning once again I'll have to work on auto-pilot which is going to prove difficult as I have to be on point at work so it's not like being back at Subway, whenever I struggled at Subway I would distract myself by eating garlic bread but now I don't have that option ;__; It's 3:43am and I'm wide awake - good times!
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Post by Lolin » 20 Jun 2021, 04:45

go to sleep jeeze
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