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Post by Emotive » 09 May 2021, 23:43

Hey ^_^ I'm still on leave but alive and kicking which feels important to mention in light of the pandemic. How is everyone? ^_^


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Post by Akane Mayu » 20 May 2021, 23:15

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Post by Emotive » 24 May 2021, 22:57

Akane Mayu wrote:
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im ok hbu
Always glad to hear. ^_^

I'm okay too, though I was coming unglued yesterday/last night, which I'm obviously not proud of in the slightest. Hopefully my head is in the right place now though and it won't get that close to losing control. And here I was thinking I was okay but I guess I just need to not let the auditory hallucinations combine with paranoia. I'm schizophrenic though so that might be easier said than done. I've mentioned it in a few of the ALJournals I've made over the years but I don't know if I had the same username as this one. Everything's okay now though. Thanks for asking. :) Sorry for the lengthy reply too. ^_^;
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Hey, Jer, how are ya? ^_^

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Post by Emotive » 02 Jun 2021, 06:41

I've had a feeling about this for a while now, actually ever since some time after Christmas last year. I might be unable to post for a while in the near future because after a coversation with my mom it's sounding likely that I'll be admitted to a mental hospital if my mental situation deteriorates too much further. If that happens it would be a long while before I got cleared to be home, I'll just say that much without getting into uncomfortable details. It's not a certainty but it's looking possible soon.

I just wanted to let you all know in case I'm not posting for months on end without explaining why beforehand.

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Post by Akane Mayu » 03 Jun 2021, 00:46

kk

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Post by Emotive » 03 Jun 2021, 05:41

Akane Mayu wrote:
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kk

sry to hear that
Thanks, it seems unpredictable though since the auditory hallucinations aren't so loud right now but are for the majority of the day. So, I guess as long as they aren't always that loud... but I guess I just forgot they can get that loud for I guess a number of years. Hopefully no drastic decision will have to be made, but I wanted to mention it somewhere just in case.

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Post by Akane Mayu » 03 Jun 2021, 21:04

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Post by Emotive » 03 Jun 2021, 23:47

I just bought DBGT The Complete Series so that seems like bad timing. Probably not really important but for some reason it feels like it is. Probably because of the association of myself and Sis to Android 17 and 18. I wonder if it's strange that I've been thinking about her so much. I do wish she was still here a lot though.

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Post by Akane Mayu » 04 Jun 2021, 03:20

Emotive wrote:
03 Jun 2021, 23:47
I just bought DBGT The Complete Series so that seems like bad timing. Probably not really important but for some reason it feels like it is. Probably because of the association of myself and Sis to Android 17 and 18. I wonder if it's strange that I've been thinking about her so much. I do wish she was still here a lot though.

kool kool

i think they should add some gt villan to super
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