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Post by PharaohAtem » 16 Nov 2020, 02:45

Thank you I'm glad your safe as well. Let's all try and keep it that way.
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Post by Android Spirit » 16 Nov 2020, 02:52

@PharaohAtem Let's try. ^^ I know I will. Even though people still get uncomfortably close right now, which is frustrating for someone as painfully shy as me because I won't say anything unless I get angry. Ugh. Major character flaw of mine. ><

I made a CaC in Dragon Ball Xenoverse 1 in the spirit of Android 17 and his name he had before Dr. Gero turned him into an Android, the name of Lapis. Lazuli was Android 18's name before she got turned into one. I took screenshots from my PS4 to share. ^^ I need more clothes with better stats but that's the look I gave him for now. What do all of ya think? I looked up the color of a Lapis tho and colored the hair that to be just a little different. ^^
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Post by PharaohAtem » 16 Nov 2020, 03:11

I can be shy too believe it or not.

I think it looks good, time for me to crash talk to you layer.
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Post by Android Spirit » 16 Nov 2020, 03:14

PharaohAtem wrote:
16 Nov 2020, 03:11
I can be shy too believe it or not.

I think it looks good, time for me to crash talk to you layer.
Thanks ^^

Isn't it irritating when shy people like us just don't speak up when we probably should? idk but I get mad at myself when I don't. When we get home I mean, I rarely get mad in public. I've never made a scene in public tho, I do know that much. >< Why are we cursed to be shy? >< ><

Sleep well tho. :) And above all, be safe. *hugs* ^^
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The moments die, I hear no screaming
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Post by Android Spirit » 16 Nov 2020, 07:28

Well now that I know what button to press on my PS Vita to get a screenshot when I'm using Remote Play to use my PS4 I can take screenshots of my FFVII or FFVIII gameplay. :D Mind you it's the remaster of FFVII I've got, not the remake. I'm not teasing myself with the Remake when they're just gonna make the rest for the PS5. That would be torture that I'm not about to do to myself. ><
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Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
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Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

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Post by ChaoticKitty » 16 Nov 2020, 13:53

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Also @ChaoticKitty and @PharaohAtem I summon thee!! :D
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Post by Android Spirit » 16 Nov 2020, 14:01

ChaoticKitty wrote:
16 Nov 2020, 13:53
Android Spirit wrote:
16 Nov 2020, 00:19
Also @ChaoticKitty and @PharaohAtem I summon thee!! :D
Hello ^^
Hey ^^ G'morning~ :)
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Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
The moments die, I hear no screaming
The visions left inside me are slowly fading
Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

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Post by Momogari » 16 Nov 2020, 22:43

Android Spirit wrote:
16 Nov 2020, 03:14
Isn't it irritating when shy people like us just don't speak up
I don't say shit without being prompted.
But having been naked on stage, I don't think shyness is my problem per se.
Actually I don't accept it being a problem either. I know some people feel awkward over silences. I think that's their problem.
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Post by Android Spirit » 16 Nov 2020, 23:33

Momogari wrote:
16 Nov 2020, 22:43
Android Spirit wrote:
16 Nov 2020, 03:14
Isn't it irritating when shy people like us just don't speak up
I don't say shit without being prompted.
But having been naked on stage, I don't think shyness is my problem per se.
Actually I don't accept it being a problem either. I know some people feel awkward over silences. I think that's their problem.
I dunno, there were those who were all bothered by me just being a quiet kid in school. They acted like I was plotting to take out the whole damn school or something but it was just absolutely ridiculous what a big ordeal they turned it into. I guess it's frowned upon to keep your thoughts to yourself when you're a kid and not socialize. I mean, god forbid I started to stand up for myself, that was obviously out of the question. I don't think there's a single pleasant memory of school really. Except a teacher., my English teacher which makes sense cuz it was the only thing I was good at. But that's sad when the only friend a kid has is one of the teachers. Felt good to be able to kind of show off what I know to someone tho, but the kids my age were just... idk, the word "impossible" comes to mind. Just a multi-year long damn headache. ><
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Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
The moments die, I hear no screaming
The visions left inside me are slowly fading
Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

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Post by PharaohAtem » 17 Nov 2020, 00:21

Good afternoon though it's really night
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Post by ChaoticKitty » 17 Nov 2020, 00:22

Android Spirit wrote:
16 Nov 2020, 23:33
Momogari wrote:
16 Nov 2020, 22:43
Android Spirit wrote:
16 Nov 2020, 03:14
Isn't it irritating when shy people like us just don't speak up
I don't say shit without being prompted.
But having been naked on stage, I don't think shyness is my problem per se.
Actually I don't accept it being a problem either. I know some people feel awkward over silences. I think that's their problem. 
I dunno, there were those who were all bothered by me just being a quiet kid in school. They acted like I was plotting to take out the whole damn school or something but it was just absolutely ridiculous what a big ordeal they turned it into. I guess it's frowned upon to keep your thoughts to yourself when you're a kid and not socialize. I mean, god forbid I started to stand up for myself, that was obviously out of the question. I don't think there's a single pleasant memory of school really. Except a teacher., my English teacher which makes sense cuz it was the only thing I was good at. But that's sad when the only friend a kid has is one of the teachers. Felt good to be able to kind of show off what I know to someone tho, but the kids my age were just... idk, the word "impossible" comes to mind. Just a multi-year long damn headache. >< 
I was best at English too haaha and I had the best teacher for that! My french teacher threw me out the class for laughing at a joke during a small mock "test" in the class room. I'll never forget that cause that was the only time it happened xD
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Post by Momogari » 17 Nov 2020, 00:26

Android Spirit wrote:
16 Nov 2020, 23:33
Momogari wrote:
16 Nov 2020, 22:43
Android Spirit wrote:
16 Nov 2020, 03:14
Isn't it irritating when shy people like us just don't speak up
I don't say shit without being prompted.
But having been naked on stage, I don't think shyness is my problem per se.
Actually I don't accept it being a problem either. I know some people feel awkward over silences. I think that's their problem.
I dunno, there were those who were all bothered by me just being a quiet kid in school. They acted like I was plotting to take out the whole damn school or something but it was just absolutely ridiculous what a big ordeal they turned it into. I guess it's frowned upon to keep your thoughts to yourself when you're a kid and not socialize. I mean, god forbid I started to stand up for myself, that was obviously out of the question. I don't think there's a single pleasant memory of school really. Except a teacher., my English teacher which makes sense cuz it was the only thing I was good at. But that's sad when the only friend a kid has is one of the teachers. Felt good to be able to kind of show off what I know to someone tho, but the kids my age were just... idk, the word "impossible" comes to mind. Just a multi-year long damn headache. ><
Well kids are dumb so they don't count.
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Post by Android Spirit » 17 Nov 2020, 00:54

PharaohAtem wrote:
17 Nov 2020, 00:21
Good afternoon though it's really night
Good afternoon/night. Or good afternoonight. XD How was today, Atem? ^^
ChaoticKitty wrote:
17 Nov 2020, 00:22
Android Spirit wrote:
16 Nov 2020, 23:33
Momogari wrote:
16 Nov 2020, 22:43

I don't say shit without being prompted.
But having been naked on stage, I don't think shyness is my problem per se.
Actually I don't accept it being a problem either. I know some people feel awkward over silences. I think that's their problem.
I dunno, there were those who were all bothered by me just being a quiet kid in school. They acted like I was plotting to take out the whole damn school or something but it was just absolutely ridiculous what a big ordeal they turned it into. I guess it's frowned upon to keep your thoughts to yourself when you're a kid and not socialize. I mean, god forbid I started to stand up for myself, that was obviously out of the question. I don't think there's a single pleasant memory of school really. Except a teacher., my English teacher which makes sense cuz it was the only thing I was good at. But that's sad when the only friend a kid has is one of the teachers. Felt good to be able to kind of show off what I know to someone tho, but the kids my age were just... idk, the word "impossible" comes to mind. Just a multi-year long damn headache. ><
I was best at English too haaha and I had the best teacher for that! My french teacher threw me out the class for laughing at a joke during a small mock "test" in the class room. I'll never forget that cause that was the only time it happened xD
Actually this is really horrible to say but it was literally the only thing I was good at. lol I failed every other class or got like a small handful of decent grades, definitely not consistently. Actually throughout school I probably got D's and C's in everything other than English. Got my best grades in that one tho... I think I got a B at one point, which for me was like a HUUUUGE achievement. lol What can I say? I'm not one of the smartest people, but I guess I'm kind of okay with that... to an extent. ^^;
Momogari wrote:
17 Nov 2020, 00:26
Android Spirit wrote:
16 Nov 2020, 23:33
Momogari wrote:
16 Nov 2020, 22:43
I don't say shit without being prompted.
But having been naked on stage, I don't think shyness is my problem per se.
Actually I don't accept it being a problem either. I know some people feel awkward over silences. I think that's their problem.
I dunno, there were those who were all bothered by me just being a quiet kid in school. They acted like I was plotting to take out the whole damn school or something but it was just absolutely ridiculous what a big ordeal they turned it into. I guess it's frowned upon to keep your thoughts to yourself when you're a kid and not socialize. I mean, god forbid I started to stand up for myself, that was obviously out of the question. I don't think there's a single pleasant memory of school really. Except a teacher., my English teacher which makes sense cuz it was the only thing I was good at. But that's sad when the only friend a kid has is one of the teachers. Felt good to be able to kind of show off what I know to someone tho, but the kids my age were just... idk, the word "impossible" comes to mind. Just a multi-year long damn headache. ><
Well kids are dumb so they don't count.
lol Thing is some people don't change from that bully archetype even into their old age. And gawd is that depressing.
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The moments die, I hear no screaming
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Post by Android Spirit » 17 Nov 2020, 11:36

I think I'll be trying to sleep since it's after 4am. I mean, I think. It doesn't always work out how I think it will though so I might just hop back on in an hour or so. idk, we'll see. lol Be back sooner or later today. ^^
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Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
The moments die, I hear no screaming
The visions left inside me are slowly fading
Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

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Post by Android Spirit » 17 Nov 2020, 13:42

I couldn't sleep. lol I tried tho, I can say that at least. XD
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Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
The moments die, I hear no screaming
The visions left inside me are slowly fading
Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

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