Emma's Journey

[Emma]

How are you doing?

I'm doing okay, just reading some manga at the moment, hows about you?

[Akane Mayu]

Hi hi ^_^

[Emma]

Hi hi ^_^

Hi hi

I really like it when I discover a new anime out of the blue and it really becomes part of me...

Part #1: I've Always Liked You – Confess Your Love Committee

and

Part #2: The Moment You Fall in Love

I came across these on crunchyroll and totally recommend them to anyone whos into high school slice of life romance ❤

[unoduetre]

I'm doing okay, just reading some manga at the moment, hows about you?

I'm pretty good. Thank you very much!

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Happy Easter! Wish you lots of tasty chocolates and positive thoughts.

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[Akane Mayu]

Hi hi

I really like it when I discover a new anime out of the blue and it really becomes part of me...

Part #1: I've Always Liked You – Confess Your Love Committee

and

Part #2: The Moment You Fall in Love

I came across these on crunchyroll and totally recommend them to anyone whos into high school slice of life romance ❤

Kool ^_^

[Emma]

I can't get enough of this song, super powerful

[video=youtube;wEJd2RyGm8Q]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wEJd2RyGm8Q[/video]

[Emma]

[TheRedWarrior]

*lurks in journal* also I like the dancing anime photo

[Luffynatsu87]

I can't get enough of this song, super powerful

[video=youtube;wEJd2RyGm8Q]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wEJd2RyGm8Q[/video]

I love the greatest showman its one the best musical films that i have watched

[Akane Mayu]

Hi hi

[Emma]

*lurks in journal* also I like the dancing anime photo

*anyone who lurks get's awarded with pizza, cake and drinks x3*

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sup emma =]

Sup sup purple dragon

Things are super quiet here atm x3

Hows things with you?

I love the greatest showman its one the best musical films that i have watched

I've actually never seen it, but I think after listening to that song at least 12 times I'm going to have to watch it now

Hi hi

Hewwo :3

[TheRedWarrior]

Pizza, cake and drinks sound so good.

[Akane Mayu]

Suppies

[WorldIsMine]

It's time for me to have a heart to heart in my journal.


I'd like to first start off by saying a massive thank you to the Enterance Lounge team, without their support I wouldn't be able to share this.


Throughout my whole life, I've always known I've been a bit different, I never wanted to conform to the standard but I had to cause of the way I was born.


Being born with what you know is the wrong body emotionally hurts, you never feel comfortable, and when you don't have anyone else to talk about it with, you feel isolated.


A lot of things have happened over my life, some which I don't feel like I could ever share, simply because they are just too painful and personal, but I don't think about them anymore.


Fast forward and as of Janurary this year, I finally accept myself as transgender (MtF), it wasn't easy to talk about it to anyone, but I finally let it all out to my doctor, and once I did that, it was like so much weight had been lifted from me, it felt amazing.


I kept this secret for so long from my family cause I was never sure how they'd accept me, but when I told my mum, she wrapped her arms around me, said I love you, and I accept you, and you know what, hearing those words made me feel so happy, I cried, I was no longer in pain anymore.


I've been doing reseach, talking to the doctor and I've been referred to the local transgender clinic for support, but from what I've been told it's at least two years before I will get to have my first appointment, so my journey has a while to go before it can start properly, (I'd like to start HRT).


This past week I finally talked to the enterance lounge team about myself, and it was such a massive relief to be able to talk to more people about it, the team have been so supportive I can't thank them enough, and it's cause of their support I have been able to post this.


I have also updated my first post to reflect my updated journal.


❤ Thank you cutie for taking the time out of your day to read my journal, you're wonderful ❤

this is a million years latecoming but massive congratulations on both coming out and realizing to yourself what it all meant (it took me until age 21/22 before i realized)

seeking HRT in the UK is harder because it does come with a massive wait unless you go into private practice, and that comes with its own slew of problems like high cost and sketchy work

what i'd recommend if you haven't is to grow your hair out now because hair takes aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaages, mine's down to my shoulders and it's literally my favorite feature about myself now

if you ever want to chat, i know multitudes so just PM me and i'll give you my disc ord name or something!

it's a little different since i'm in the US, but at the very least i can help with ideas for feeling gender euphoria

(i had gender euphoria earlier this week from my first pair of earrings!)

[Emma]

im ok atm hbu

I'm pretty good thanks

this is a million years latecoming but massive congratulations on both coming out and realizing to yourself what it all meant (it took me until age 21/22 before i realized)

[mention=50260]WorldIsMine[/mention] Thank you so much ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤

seeking HRT in the UK is harder because it does come with a massive wait unless you go into private practice, and that comes with its own slew of problems like high cost and sketchy work

Your absolutely right, the current waiting list here where I am is around the two years

what i'd recommend if you haven't is to grow your hair out now because hair takes aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaages, mine's down to my shoulders and it's literally my favorite feature about myself now

That's exactly what I'm doing at the moment ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤

It's soooooo slow but it's my favorite feature about myself now too

if you ever want to chat, i know multitudes so just PM me and i'll give you my disc ord name or something!

it's a little different since i'm in the US, but at the very least i can help with ideas for feeling gender euphoria

(i had gender euphoria earlier this week from my first pair of earrings!)

I'll definitely do that and I really appreciate it, thank youuu so much ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ x3