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[Tuffin]

Had to get a crown for a tooth of mine
Wasn't too bad
Got more harassment from biodads ex
who i guess must feel bad enough about leaving him right before a huge medical episode that now shes acting like she aint the ex and is spreading her guilt feelings out by harassing everyone even slightly related to him despite how she must know we all estranged and have been for years because she was around for years....kinda hard to miss all that haha
Construction season is awful, and my commute is now averaging over an hour one way
Might find a way to do Rocky Horror again this year
Think Eevee might be getting close to her end
I know her treatment normally gives cats about 1-3 years more and that we had done for her almost exactly 3 years ago and now shes starting to show signs of struggle
Partner is off seeing his grandfather this weekend in Nebraska, so I am having to cook again, boo
Got a Blackpink concert Sunday (have a feeling this might be a last group group for them....only one song since the last tour 1.5 years ago? they all prolly just gonna solo it from now on)

[lolin]

when i had an internship that was routinely 1 - 2 hours away every day, i sang in the car!

get a mixtape, girl

do a bohemian rhapsody or something

it was the only thing that kept me sane

i even was able to hit the high notes in mika's grace kelly

[Tuffin]

i tried audiobooks

its kinda working?

[PharaohAtem]

Hi

[Tuffin]

hiya atem!

how you been alright?

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I have been a bit busy so not been on here as much
mostly with work
a lot of work
work work work work work

[lolin]

werk werk

[PharaohAtem]

hiya atem!

how you been alright?

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I have been a bit busy so not been on here as much
mostly with work
a lot of work
work work work work work

No not really, but ill be okay.

[Tuffin]

sorry to hear you werent doing well

hope its betterish now

i am obviously busy busy busy still, aint even been on here in a few

[Servo]

well my commute is about 70k not daily but when i go to work

[Tuffin]

well
it finally happened, and i feel mostly relief
my estranged father has passed
despite the many reasons we were estranged, i am glad hes finally not in pain
wouldnt wish that on anyone
so, im alright
but, mostly feeling relief that its over

[Servo]

Sometimes the words are just not enough , I wish I could say something better
May his soul rest in peace

[lolin]

i know he was estranged, but he was your father or at least some of your life
if he was in great pain, then it probably is indeed good that he's passed

regardless, i'm sorry it happened :<

[Tuffin]

Sometimes the words are just not enough , I wish I could say something better
May his soul rest in peace

yeah, sometimes words arent enough but theyre what we have
thanks

i know he was estranged, but he was your father or at least some of your life
if he was in great pain, then it probably is indeed good that he's passed

regardless, i'm sorry it happened :<

he wasnt all bad, yeah
he just was a narcissist and alcoholic
so things were always complicated
and he had been in a lot of pain since around end of january when this latest medical episode began with another stroke
which i believe was his second...? but hard to know for sure because he was not good at truths that didnt fit his narrative
he also developed vascular dementia from all of it this time around, so i really do feel its for the best he has moved on
i am sorry it happened too
but also still relieved
but also just a very weird mix of emotions
but also also, thanks < 3