So I'm Mary or L or Lawliet and even though I'm not new, I have made some disappearing acts, but I will do my best not to perform another one.
Anyway for people that don't know me or don't remember me. I love anime, reading, gaming, Disney, Marvel, DC, Doctor Who and so much more geek and weeb stuff. I'm a full time mum to two amazing boys who are now nearly 4 and 6 and are both very interested in gaming so mama victory.
In my absence I had some good and bad months, the worst months definitely being July/August. By the end of July, my dad was doing worse so I had to catch a flight back to the Netherlands. Luckily I was able to talk to him properly one last time before he lost his battle to cancer and passed away on the 4th of August, but not only was that extremely hard but also being away from my boys was extremely hard as well. But I'm doing a whole lot better now.
On a more positive note, I will obviously always make sure my boys know who their grandad was, but they are both doing so amazing in school and nursery and I couldn't be more proud.
I apologise for the long re introduction
Hopefully they are having a good time making friends and learning!
I'm happy to be back 
and it definitely isn't, you just kinda learn to live with it but it still feels so strange and next month on the 27th would have been his 59th birthday 
