Mental Health Check in!

Post by **lolin** » 23 Apr 2021, 19:57

LikkleMel wrote: ↑
23 Apr 2021, 18:47
Food time then @Lolin

Mmm, chocolate

Post by **lolin** » 23 Apr 2021, 20:28

Now my day's taken a sharp decline...

Why do I continue to allow my father back into my life if he just hurts me every time

Post by **LikkleMel** » 23 Apr 2021, 21:12

Lolin wrote: ↑
23 Apr 2021, 20:28
Now my day's taken a sharp decline...

Why do I continue to allow my father back into my life if he just hurts me every time

*big hugs*

I understand trying to give people chances, but usually they just throw it back in your face which is sad

Post by **lolin** » 23 Apr 2021, 21:19

LikkleMel wrote: ↑
23 Apr 2021, 21:12

Lolin wrote: ↑
23 Apr 2021, 20:28
Now my day's taken a sharp decline...

Why do I continue to allow my father back into my life if he just hurts me every time

*big hugs*

I understand trying to give people chances, but usually they just throw it back in your face which is sad

THat's exactly what he's doing. He doesn't even know I"m trans but he just rails on them anyways...

melanch0lic · Post by **melanch0lic** » 23 Apr 2021, 21:43

Lolin wrote: ↑
23 Apr 2021, 20:28
Now my day's taken a sharp decline...

Why do I continue to allow my father back into my life if he just hurts me every time

Aww @Lolin-chan, I’m sorry to hear that your dad has upset you like this, I mean what problem could he have with you?! You’re awesome so he is the one missing out by not having a healthy relationship with you, ughhh I hate how family can treat their own people like this, it’s so unfair ;o;

As for me, my laptop has just this moment died on me, it’s not charging and only stays on for a couple of seconds, wrtfff D: because of this my good mood is very rapidly declining, meaning that I won’t sleep tonight which will inevitably affect my mental health even more so than usual ffs >: I guess this is karma or something... not sure regarding that as (hopefully) I haven’t purposely upset anyone or something - life always finds ingenious ways of annoying you, or in my case ‘seething with volcanic rage’ ;o;

Akane Mayu · Post by **Akane Mayu** » 24 Apr 2021, 03:09

tks you all

YouTube · Post by **Dark_** » 24 Apr 2021, 15:39

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Doon da YO!

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Shuuchi no jijitsu
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Midareta kuni de ikiru watashitachi
Daremo ga honne kakushiteru kedo
Donna mondai mo rabu tantei chika ga
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(ai kyu san demo makasenasaii!)

Shukishuki shokishoki shoki settei (doon)
Ukauka shitetara sugu sotsugyou (fuu)
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Chika tto chika tto chika chika

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Meigen to ka kakugen to ka nokoshite kō,
Kōsei ni kataritsugareru meikyoku ni
Naritai wake na no desu ga...

O bentō owari no hirusagari～
Hā～ nan ka nai desu kā～?
A! ima sugoku ii koto omoitsuita!
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Tai yora de futto NO! ienai ken (iei)
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Shu ki shu kisho kisho ki
Chu ki chu ki dokidoki
Shu ki shu kisho kisho ki
Chu ki chu ki dokidoki
Mori e okaeri♡

Post by **lolin** » 25 Apr 2021, 01:33

RUNNING DIAGNOSTICS:

Mood: moody
mental health: poor

Post by **LikkleMel** » 25 Apr 2021, 22:17

Feeling alright just drained from socializing too much really. I can only deal with people in person for so long (Mike passes this because he's a quiet bean)

GraceMellody · Post by **GraceMellody** » 26 Apr 2021, 16:42

Honestly like this past month has been really good
Had a bit of a wobble the other day because of dealing with a friend and a sad anniversary for her, but other than that i've been pretty good

⛧Aixa Morningstar ⛧ · Post by **⛧Aixa Morningstar ⛧** » 26 Apr 2021, 20:40

hey everyone i hope your all doing good, things are stressful right now to do with our flat every so often when people above us has a shower we get some of the water come through our ceiling we have asked the people above us to call the housing department to fix it, because of covid they haven't but this has been going on for years and it affecting me and my partners mental health. my partner is also my full-time carer because my mental health is so bad he is so stressed as it is he hardly gets any sleep and when he does he is tired, i don't help with it as well he is so stressed out due to other things i have a support worker who i get for 4 hours a week but most of the time its on the phone due to covid i get a face to face on Fridays give him 2 hours also have her on a tues over the phone for an hour

she ok ...am just worried about my partner right now

YouTube · Post by **Dark_** » 27 Apr 2021, 22:27

issues sleeping is great!

⛧Aixa Morningstar ⛧ · Post by **⛧Aixa Morningstar ⛧** » 28 Apr 2021, 10:08

I managed to sleep until 9 am this morning which isn't like me didn't sleep yesterday until 11 am my neck isn't hurting as much mentally am anxious about the appointment tomorrow over the phone at 10 am, i called cause sometimes my text don't go through the women was in a meeting and wasn't impressed so kinda think she a little stern, mmm I think she was pissed with me

Post by **lolin** » 29 Apr 2021, 03:58

Any and all ciswomen or AFAB: is it normal to feel more depressed on your period?

⛧Aixa Morningstar ⛧ · Post by **⛧Aixa Morningstar ⛧** » 29 Apr 2021, 05:53

Lolin wrote: ↑
29 Apr 2021, 03:58
Any and all ciswomen or AFAB: is it normal to feel more depressed on your period?

all the fucking time, I hate having them, my sister goes the other way and is really violent when she has hers, thankfully am nothing like her I just in pain and depressed