Mental Health Check in!

YouTube · Post by **Dark_** » 21 Oct 2020, 23:25

Atm im not great but not bad either just some family stuff thats going on kinda frustrating but itll get better soon... i hope

Akane Mayu · Post by **Akane Mayu** » 22 Oct 2020, 05:30

GraceMelody wrote: ↑
21 Oct 2020, 23:23

Akane Mayu wrote: ↑
19 Oct 2020, 02:23

GraceMelody wrote: ↑
18 Oct 2020, 18:26
free hugs for anyone who wants one!

*free hugs*

ill take hugs =]

*hugs*

yay <3

melanch0lic · Post by **melanch0lic** » 31 Oct 2020, 01:05

purple dragon wrote: ↑
31 Oct 2020, 00:59
yay i got huggles =]

if i could i'd pat your head so fucking much right now, not just hugs! i hope you don't mind :3 -headpatting intensifies-

Post by **LikkleMel** » 31 Oct 2020, 06:03

lol all the hugs ^_^

Post by **lolin** » 22 Nov 2020, 05:40

my mental health is solid tonight

six more months of HRT for me <3

Post by **lolin** » 22 Nov 2020, 05:40

also

Akane Mayu · Post by **Akane Mayu** » 22 Nov 2020, 07:12

Lolin wrote: ↑
22 Nov 2020, 05:40
my mental health is solid tonight

six more months of HRT for me <3

im glad to here that =]

melanch0lic · Post by **melanch0lic** » 22 Nov 2020, 08:03

my mental health is all over the place at the moment... the worst part of my disorders is the insomnia, it's slowly killing me D: i don't sleep for days until i begin to pass out at my desk, but secretly i'm scared of going to bed because lying there not drifting off gives me time to over-think literally everything, like my interactions with people and how other people see me, a habit only made (much) worse although i am genuinely trying to overcome that :c i just want to rest, i don't want to take like 6 different types of medication for my disorders but i know that i have to, for the rest of my life... even that alone is depressing, i wish i had someone IRL who i could open up to as I've got so much inside which needs to come out but in a healthy way if that makes sense? idk :'c

Post by **LikkleMel** » 23 Nov 2020, 22:23

melanch0lic wrote: ↑
22 Nov 2020, 08:03
my mental health is all over the place at the moment... the worst part of my disorders is the insomnia, it's slowly killing me D: i don't sleep for days until i begin to pass out at my desk, but secretly i'm scared of going to bed because lying there not drifting off gives me time to over-think literally everything, like my interactions with people and how other people see me, a habit only made (much) worse although i am genuinely trying to overcome that :c i just want to rest, i don't want to take like 6 different types of medication for my disorders but i know that i have to, for the rest of my life... even that alone is depressing, i wish i had someone IRL who i could open up to as I've got so much inside which needs to come out but in a healthy way if that makes sense? idk :'c

I'm sorry to hear that! Have you tried playing music quietly in the background? Not the usually "play whale noises" though it may work for you, but like anime music as those are quite soothing. Even if you just lie in bed and relax I feel that's better than being bombarded with many thoughts as the music you can focus on.

I hope that makes sense

Post by **lolin** » 24 Nov 2020, 03:11

melanch0lic wrote: ↑
22 Nov 2020, 08:03
my mental health is all over the place at the moment... the worst part of my disorders is the insomnia, it's slowly killing me D: i don't sleep for days until i begin to pass out at my desk, but secretly i'm scared of going to bed because lying there not drifting off gives me time to over-think literally everything, like my interactions with people and how other people see me, a habit only made (much) worse although i am genuinely trying to overcome that :c i just want to rest, i don't want to take like 6 different types of medication for my disorders but i know that i have to, for the rest of my life... even that alone is depressing, i wish i had someone IRL who i could open up to as I've got so much inside which needs to come out but in a healthy way if that makes sense? idk :'c

i mean i get this

i'm on quite a few meds myself in order to be "normal"

i just have the opposite and sleep too much

12 hour sleep session? daily event for me

melanch0lic · Post by **melanch0lic** » 24 Nov 2020, 03:20

Lolin wrote: ↑
24 Nov 2020, 03:11
i mean i get this

i'm on quite a few meds myself in order to be "normal"

i just have the opposite and sleep too much

12 hour sleep session? daily event for me

it's fucking shit isn't it? D: may i ask what medication you have to take, @Lolin-chan? :c

Post by **lolin** » 24 Nov 2020, 03:32

melanch0lic wrote: ↑
24 Nov 2020, 03:20

Lolin wrote: ↑
24 Nov 2020, 03:11
i mean i get this

i'm on quite a few meds myself in order to be "normal"

i just have the opposite and sleep too much

12 hour sleep session? daily event for me

it's fucking shit isn't it? D: may i ask what medication you have to take, @Lolin-chan? :c

PMing you

melanch0lic · Post by **melanch0lic** » 24 Nov 2020, 04:10

Lolin wrote: ↑
24 Nov 2020, 03:32
PMing you

replied :3

Post by **lolin** » 24 Nov 2020, 23:36

i wanna bawl my eyes out tonight and i don't know why...

Post by **LikkleMel** » 30 Nov 2020, 12:52

Lolin wrote: ↑
24 Nov 2020, 23:36
i wanna bawl my eyes out tonight and i don't know why...

Sometimes it is best just to be emotional. I sometimes just want to cry in bed because I'm sad I can't get a Chinese.

I've just been emotional a lot lately just cause this years been crap, was meant to see MCR so everytime I listen to one of their songs I cry my eyes out because I was meant to scream the song out in person and tbh I just miss meeting annoying MHA cosplayers who are excited at the event