I really am obsessed with CHVRCHES right now, perfect cleaning music...

So it's abut time that I created and maintained a journal on here seeing as everyone else has one - mine will be the same except not quite as exciting unfortunately! There may be paragraph after paragraph which you'll have to read through, otherwise I will TL;DR the post for you guys :3 But yeah, as...

cried last night to Angel Beats... damn, I was warned that it was a sad one but i didn't take it seriously D:

there is no other way, never run far,
take a good swing at me and everything is even...

THE SPINNY FINGERS... THEY'RE HYPNOTIC OwO

drinking a strong cup of coffee whilst getting ready for work - i've got the YuGiOh! soundtrack playing also, more specifically this song:-

owning well over 10 lighters and not a single one of them is in working order, ffs ;__;

adidas originals sweat pants, a g-star t-shirt and a g-star jacket - looking and feeling pretty fly for a white guy :3

weird Polish apricot cakes topped off with a couple of cigarettes (yes I ate them :3)

lasagne looking gooood, i can taste it through my screen :3 funnily enough i too shall be having something pasta-based later, even if it's just pasta and cheese X3

40 Marlboro Red cigarettes from the local Polski Sklep and some weird apricot-flavoured cakes that they sell, they're dank af but can't find them anywhere else X3

feeling slightly better today as i've actually been sleeping (got like 5 hours last night!) so it feels as if my body and more importantly my mind are catching up, no more working on auto-pilot mode for me (for now, anyways :3)

Dark_UwU wrote: ↑

06 Apr 2021, 11:15

Unfortunately?

yeah i've been genuinely feeling quite low for a while now and unsure of how to fix that, but seeing you mention me in this thread has made me smile so i owe you one my dude, just remind me when the time comes c: <3!

Dark_UwU wrote: ↑

06 Apr 2021, 01:23

@melanch0lic

I'm back & still alive unfortunately! Thank you for your concern Dark_Chan, you know I love you :3 <3

feeling much more like myself today after having about 6 or 7 hours of sleep last night(!) which to me felt wonderful, for those who can sleep without issue please don't take it for granted, sleep is so so important! I'm not trying to tell anyone what to do or anything but the way I feel now compare...