Learning to get back on my feet (Noodle)

[Himeno]

Well you have to consider you are just getting out of your previous relationship. You can't just switch off your feelings or change them with the flip of a switch. If it was like that, it wouldn't have taken me 4 years to get over my ex-boyfriend and I wouldn't be the emotional mess I am right now. You just need some time to figure yourself out, what you want, etc etc. The positive thing is that you are willing to open up to someone else again. That's very good. With time, you will be able to love someone else again. The thing with life is that it kicks us down but we become stronger as we try to get back on our feet.

You're an awesome chica. Things will be fine in the end. It's not good to drag the shit from our lives. The past is the past and we just use it as learning experiences to help us grow and mature. They shouldn't be things to beat ourselves up with. Don't let the bad things get to you or otherwise, you'll just continue digging further into the hole you feel you are in right now. Try and climb back up. I know you can do it

[Noodle]

Thanks Vivian.

Trying to not let it get me down.
But it's just kinda hard.
I want to still be friends with him, and I do want him to sort things out on his end, cause I had a lovely time to last two weeks, and he had said so as well.

There's obviously a connection going on... but I just want him to sort it out on his end.
Not putting blame on anyone.
He's putting it on him though. He did say it wasn't fair to me, cause I liked him. He likes me, he just doesn't know if he wants a relationship right now.
I guess, neither should I be in one.
*shrug*
Whatever, I do how I do. Go on about my business or whatever.

He's a pretty cool guy, and I had just regained his friendship again, and I don't want to lose it, cause in all honesty he's a great friend. He might not be able to show it the way I want it, but people are different.


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[Noodle]

I give up on everything.
Sure it might not be the best thing to do. But only I know what I'm going to do... And I'm just going to wait for them.

[Himeno]

Stay strong <3

[Noodle]

Trying to.



I texted them explaining how I felt, then they text me how they felt.. So we're all on the same page. They're going to DC in a week and a half, and they are staying at their mom's to keep her company for this next week, while his family is over vacationing somewhere.
Told them I would see them after their trip, and for my birthday.

I guess you could say I need a break from hanging out with them.
*shrug* But they did say that I could stay over! So, whateeeevsss.
Ain't even worried about it.


Also, yesterday I got Hello Kitty things. Colors, Coloring book, and Notebook paper.

HERE IT IS.


My day was pretty crappy yesterday.
This is what I got, that made my day better.
For those that don't know what to get me for my birthday... Give me... Money, Hello Kitty stuff, and or alcohol and I will be all good. :>



Yup. I like to drink ~ :3

[Noodle]

Also..

@RedHat @Fantasy @SukieCookie

Could you guys lock this PUHLEAZE.
Going to share a journal with Tuffin : D

[RedHat]

No probs. Locking.

I'll see you in tuffin's place