An Education on Takai, aka Gaidin.

[Indigo]

@ Indigo: im currently watching Air Gear and a few others on netflix.
i had booze for new years but didnt really drink i toked a lot tho lol
as far as nel, not sure i missed out on a lot when i didnt have tv lol

@ Atem: that is understandable same here lol
Hinata has grown up a lot, and she will always be misunderstood. and yea, she will always have that crush on Naruto lol
and yea, Nel was awesome, and sexy in adult form lol

Air gear, thats good stuff, although the ending was a bit meh, but I havent seen the all ovas that are apart the main serie yet.
I see, and I wished I had a glass of tequila at new years, it has been a long time since I last drank one. -wonders-
Its ok and thank you.

And what do you mean your tired with games?
Is someone playing with you or something?
And dont think so negative about yourself, its true that the world may be cruel but not everyoneis the same my friend.

[Takai Kiddo]

@ Cupcake: thanks hun, i sent you a pm already lol before i even read this XD

@ Indigo: havent seen all the episodes or any of the ovas yet plan on it tho


im tired of games...just that...
im supposed to be moving to ny beginning of march to be with this girl ive known and been with off and on for the last three years, but she is still playing games with me, she doesnt talk to me for days on end and when she finally does its always the same excuse..."oh, ive been busy"...yea, busy doing what? im tired of it, im tired of women walking all over me and using me for their own amusement just because im a gentleman.

no, i dont plan on killing myself, never have been one for suicidal tendancies, now homicidal tendencies, thats a different story all together lol but thats a story for a later time XD

i always have negative thoughts and feelings about myself. its just who i am. i hate myself one day, im content the next, and the day after that im happy with my life. but most days i hate my life and everyone in it.

life is nothing but a big ass game, and im tired of playing it. but alas, i cant stop playing this simple little game for the fact that i still have things to do with my life.

[Indigo]

Also to mention someone you have to write the name right after the @ with no space between
Like this @Takai Kiddo but the way your doing it doesnt work.

I dont want to sound rude or something but maybe its time for you to move on, maybe shes not interested in you so she behaves like that.
Oh and I know what you mean, I am the same, one day I may be happy the other I am more stressfull than anything else.
And its true, life is a game and we have to know how to play it right.

[Takai Kiddo]

o.O i didnt even know you could do that lol oh well

meh, its whatever. she wants to be that way while constantly telling me she loves me thats on her. im done. i dont have to deal with it anymore and im not going to either.

[Indigo]

That girl sounds kinda of odd?
But in my opinion, if you love someone you will try to give him/her or whatever the proper amount of attention.
Everyone has a life and sometimes we dont have time to see each other but thats why they invented the mobile phone

[Takai Kiddo]

exactly, and no matter how many times i call her or text her, she contacts me when she feels like it, for instance, i havent talked to her since three days before christmas...and yea she is odd

[Indigo]

Well, atleast you tried and loved her at some point or you still do, but I think its time tomove on, I know I may sound like its very easy and it actualy isnt but thats life.
You will end up finding someone better at some point in life, so dont worry about relationships so much, your still youg anyway.
Also, how was the res of your day?

[Takai Kiddo]

you were right mono, it was time to move on and i have done just that. and now i couldnt be happier than i am at this moment.

and things have been going pretty good for me lately, how about you?

[Indigo]

Long time no see. And everything has been alright thanks. There have been some issues, I have passed through a hiatus but things have calmed down now.
What about yourself? It has been a while, what have you been doing?

[Takai Kiddo]

being busy as fuck and bored, tired of not being around AL and glad to finally be back lmao


so here is an update of the last few months:

been destroyed by even more bitches, to turn around and find one that seems almost too good to be true. everything seems to perfect, and in my experience those things that are too perfect to be true usually are, so we shall see what is going on. been playing in a dart league lately, having fun, and planning on moving back home to california here soon.

[Takai Kiddo]

so, been living with an ex of mine over the past few weeks and trying to work things out with her. been working so far, and i couldnt be happier than i am right now. just wish her two kids would start to listen to me and do what i tell them to (which doesnt make sense, because when they first met me a year ago they ALWAYS listened to me, and now i have to yell at them constantly ) but alas, i do love her, so i will deal with it, even if that means causing harm to myself instead of losing my temper on the boys. my hand hurts, i have a shattered knuckle and i am missing a few layers of skin, plus i wouldnt doubt it if the sign down the street is dented from how hard i hit it at like 0130 this morning -_-...

but on the other hand, put my resume up on this website: www.careerbuilder.com so that i could try and find a job and within five minutes had already received 3 different emails from potential employers talking about wanting to set up an interview ^_^ yay me.