Clockwork

hey Mr. Matt
long time no see

happy birthday

And if you object, you'd better have a good reason. Especially since the best of the ygg crew will be in attendance and they want us to get married as bad as I need to get married. Or something along those lines. Except Rin. I think she's on to us. I think she knows I've fallen out of love with Reno. Well I haven't. I'm just saying it and everything else so that when you do come back you'll have something to laugh about. I need you to come back so i have to tell myself that you'll be back because you know I have said this and you'll need to read it. So don't you dare disappear on me for ever.

Reno and I are getting married RR style. I want you to be the best man. Or the ring bearer. Or the person that stands up and objects to our union.

You had better be holed up in some professor's office, stuck grading a shit ton of papers or dying of tuberculosis. I don't particularly like worrying about you and wondering where the heck you are or what the heck you've been up to. And you better not have been eaten by an alligator either. Or a rabid dumb blonde high on stupidity. If you are watching a shit ton of Yu Yu Hakusho, and allowing in your on filth while you enjoy the beat 'em up action, I'll be ok with your prolonged absence. Seriously though, you had better not be in jail either. If you are, you'd better have a good reason.

I'm still worried about you. What the hell have you been up to?

Hey Matt. Where the hell have you been? I miss you a shit ton!!!! And I'm slightly worried. You better not have gotten eaten by a gator. Or gone to jail for killing somebody stupid.

i started the new journal. i wanted it to be more conversational-ish. i wanted the first convo to be about abortion or upcoming 2012 elections. what say you

visitor message sent at 7:36.
and at this point the only reaction i want is the one where I don't feel like some kinda of abuse victim. it brings out my inner competitive vindictive bitch. and i don't even want that. it's too damn hot.

so. i've never seen/heard you curse before. i was shocked momentarily. I was all "where's the real matt?

it's much too late. by like a second. sent it and then read this message. oh well... if it makes you feel better the new and improved one sounds much more considerate. (The bottom has been changed a tiny bit)

well if you're sure. off it goes in en mass

well are you ok with me doing that.

cemetery, guns, bullets, grill, bbq. and apparently watching my dad arm wrestle.